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2011-06-04T02:11:00.003+08:00

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

How are u?? Semoga sentiasa dlm rahmat dan perlindungan الله jua....

Just to post a short reminder for myself and anyone who opens his/her heart to accept something good, انشاء الله

I'd like to share a few verses from the Qur'an...hope that they remind u of how the dunia is just a transit for us before returning to الله, and that all that we have now, the nikmat and hardships that we face, are all tests from الله....who amongst us are worthy of Allah's blessings and jannah (syurga)...???

"Ketahuilah, sesungguhnya kehidupan dunia itu hanyalah permainan dan senda gurauan, perhiasan dan saling berbangga diantara kamu serta saling berlumba-lumba dalam kekayaan dan anak keturunan, seperti hujan yang tanam-tanamannya mengkagumkan para petani; kemudian (tanaman) itu menjadi kering dan kamu lihat warnanya kuning kemudian menjadi hancur. Dan di akhirat (nanti) ada azab yang keras dan ampunan dari الله serta keredhaanNya. Dan kehidupan dunia tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang palsu.

Berlumba-lumbalah kamu untuk mendapatkan ampunan dari Tuhanmu dan syurga yang luasnya seluas langit dan bumi, yang disediakan bagi orang-orang yang beriman kepada الله dan rasul-rasulNya. Itulah kurnia الله , yang diberikan kepada siapa yang Dia kehendaki. Dan الله Mempunyai kurnia yang besar.

Setiap bencana yang menimpa di bumi dan yang menimpa dirimu sendiri, semuanya telah tertulis dalam Kitab (Lauh Mahfudz) sebelum Kami Mewujudkannya. Sungguh, yang demikian itu mudah bagi الله .

Agar kamu tidak bersedih hati terhadap apa yang luput dari kamu, dan tidak pula terlalu gembira terhadap apa yang diberikanNya kepadamu. Dan الله tidak menyukai setiap orang yang sombong dan membanggakan diri,

iaitu orang yang kikir (kedekut) dan menyuruh orang lain berbuat kikir. Barangsiapa berpaling (dari perintah-perintah الله ), maka sesungguhnya الله , Dia Maha Kaya, Maha Terpuji."

[Surah Al-Hadiid: 20-24]

Semoga bermanfa'at, amin~

Back after long hiatus....again (-_-')

2011-02-26T13:09:00.002+08:00

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

Greetings to everyone....

I know it has been a long time since I last posted on (well, even visited) this blog.......

I've been thinking, doing things, thinking, and doing things over and over again that I start to question myself, what is my priority in life? Theoretically, I know what life is, what is to be expected from me, what I need to do, how I should lead my life, etc....but, it has been a bit difficult for me....الحمد لله it has been much much better now (^_^)

I have been searching, wondering about what I should do.....but, after getting much help from good people around me and taking lessons from my own mistakes, other people's mistakes, seeing people's courage and dedication to whatever they believe in, taking all these positively has made my ind clearer انشاءالله (^_^)

Thank you my family, sisters, brothers, friends, colleagues, people-on-the-street-doin'-their-own-thing, thank you all!! And not forgetting, The Most Gracious and The Almight الله for the many many chances that You have given me, a humble servant of yours (-_-)

To those people out there, be more sensitive to your loved ones....sometimes, they may look strong on the outside, but a human is still a human...we all have needs and one of the needs is to be cared for, no matter how much we try to deny it, we want to be cared for, and loved by others even just a little (@_@) listen to those soft cries that are hidden behind strong brick walls, waiting to be set free.....listen.........look...........feel................

I think that is all for now....

Thank you all...!! May your days be filled with beneficial things, not only tou you alone, but to others as well (^_^)

Salaam.....

SentuhanMu

2010-03-18T11:48:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

Asif jiddan for the long hiatus...just want to share :)

After a very long time, I sometimes feel like there is something missing in my heart...I did my part on carrying out my responsibilities (though a lot of improvements need to be made), but my heart still feels sunken....I realised, what made me feel that way was that I have neglected my heart of its prime source of food, one that can make it beat healthily and lightly, without worries: remembering Allah, tarbiyyah dzatiyyah....I have been busy with worldly duties that I have made my heart (and my iman) suffer a lot....

This morning, as I was driving to school, I recited istighfar....suddenly, my eyes move up and I was looking at this amazing view (while driving on the more or less straight road)...I saw the morning sky, still greyish, sliced through by rays of sunlight....Slowly, the sky opened up, giving way for more light to penetrate through it....Subhanallah! It was so beautiful...I was suddenly reminded of Surah al-Insyiqaq (when the sky is split asunder)...it reminded me of how the world will come to its end...I was afraid and hopeful....alhamdulillah, Allah still loves me and still wants to give me a chance to carry out my duties as recited in the Qur'an (51:56, and 2:30)....alhamdulillah, Allah has awaken my heart from it's comfort zone in the best possible way...I felt refreshed, reborn, and very very very happy :D

I wish I can share this beautiful feeling of knowing that Allah loves me and still does....I really really wish that I can share how it feels like :D

Anyway, I gotta go....wish U will be given the chance to feel the bliss of iman :)

Salaam....

Kesiannya kaum lelaki~

2009-11-19T09:00:00.006+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

Wahh~ It has been quite a long time since I last posted my entry here....hope the previous one has brought benefit to those who read it (^_^)

Anyway, today, saja2 kn cerita about kaum yg dJadikan berpasangan dgn kita, kaum adam.....u might ask, eh, napa tia tiba2 ceta pasal laki2 ani....?? Oiitttzzz....!! before u jump into wild conclusions, let me tell u lah....bukan apa, batah sudah benda ani bermain2 dFikiran & pernah sudah jua dBincangkan.....tadi lagi timbul ceta ani when I was talking to this close friend/sis of mine....kami kesian dgn laki2 zaman ani, esp those yg beriman & sedang cuba istiqomah dlm mempertahankan & mempertingkatkan iman drg.....banyak banar dugaan drg...isy3

Lihat atas, dosa.....lihat bawah, dosa.....lihat kiri, dosa lagi....lihat kanan, dosa jua....nada kn drg kn jalan tutup mata kn...?? kesian.....Banar tah kata Rasulullah SAW pasal umat akhir zaman ani....banyaknya wanita yg berpakaian tapi (hakikatnya) mereka telanjang.....

Yg pakai baju, skirt, seluar kurang kain atu, obvious lah, banyak yg inda bercover tu....tapi, mcm mana dgn those yg pakai baju panjang tangan tapi baju atu ketat atau melihatkan shape tubuh (walaupun kadang2 mungkin kurang menggiurkan)?? Kalau yg lawa body shape drg atu, lagi tia, mudah melakat tu mata melihat, even bini2....sbb kita manusia, andang fitrah tani suka pd benda2 yg cantik....ada yg pakai baju, skirt atau seluar yg inda ketat tapi jarang.....nampak jua shape....lagi tia membagi kn melihat...napa plg...?? well, ikut pendapat ana lah kn, kalau ana lah (sekiranya ana lelaki biasa yg mungkin kurang pandai bermujahadah & melawan panahan syaitan pd mata & hati), kalau yg kna lihatkan sikit2 atu, makin ana ingin kn tau cana sebenarnya usulnya, curious hati olehnya....apa inda, yg kna lihatkan silhouette atau bayang2 sja.....lagipun, dh lihatkan sikit atu, napa inda tarus sja lihatkan banar2...ani mcm playing hard-to-get.....maybe, some of these ladies teringin kn melihatkan kecantikan yg ada supaya kna adore or something, tapi inda jua mau melihatkan semuanya sbb malu & mungkin jua ada sikit2 kesedaran pasal batas2 aurat dlm islam, atau pasal takut di pandang lain oleh masyarakat....nda tau lah ah...Allahu a'lam....atu pendapat ana sja.....

Lagipun, apa gunanya kita berlawa2 masa ani....?? banar kita muda masa ani....tapi one day, kita kn kahwin....mau kah sekiranya kita 'persembahkan' diri kita utk si suami, kulit2 mulus yg sudah dLihat oleh banyak lelaki lain...?? rambut kita yg sudah dPerhatikan oleh mata2 lelaki lain....?? bentuk tubuh yg sudah dJamah oleh mata2 lelaki2 yg lain....?? apa yg tinggal utk si suami...?? Sekadar mahkota kita?? bukankah sepatutnya si suami seharusnya mendapat yg terbaik dari kita...?? especially dari segi iman & takwa....kalau kita banar2 beriman & bertakwa, kita akan berhati2 dgn apa sahaja yg kita lakukan, cara pergaulan, cara berpakaian, etc.....sekali terlihat kulit kita oleh pandangan mata lelaki yg bukan muhrim, kita akan rasa malu & sedih dgn kelalaian kita dlm menjaga aurat...takutnya kita utk berbuat dosa seperti takutnya kita di humban ke dalam api neraka.....Na'uzu billahi min dzalik.....

Maaf sekiranya bahasa ana agak 'celupar' atau too straight forward...

So, iatah, as I said earlier, kesian kaum lelaki...dh lh banyak jumpa bini2 esp kalau jln2 (sbb ratio laki2 to bini2 kan sikit), as lelaki yg kn jadi pemimpin kaum wanita, banyak tugas & tanggungjawab yg perlu drg pikul.....so, girls and ladies dLuar sana, please lah, jaga diri masing2.....kasihani lah bakal2 pemimpin tani.....

Sekadar nukilan hati ana....Harap jgn ambil hati, tapi ambillah pengajaran, ayt :)

Yang baik drpd Allah, yg buruk atu dari diri ana sendiri..... Salaam....

The Importance of Knowledge

2009-10-26T13:05:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb......

Just about an hour ago (well, before I fell asleep briefly, I couldn't tahan the sleepiness hehe), I was listening to 1 of Malcolm X's recorded speeches on Youtube before this colleague of mine came to me about something. He saw the screen on my laptop and somehow, what he said about Malcolm X disturbed me..It was something about him joining an islamic extremist organisation so I googled Malcolm X up, and read Wikipedia....

Reading the article on him amazed me...It made how different environments and knowledge can shape a person's life and his determination to do something, while others might just wait at the background for a miracle to happen or somebody else to do something they believe they couldn't do....As I read, I became disturbed, sad and a feeling of wanting to do something washed over me...According to this article by Wikipedia (sorry, I was just reading from 1 source so I myself might be biased in giving a brief 'account' of what he went through and giving my opinion here, as I do not know this man very well and his life in reality), Malcolm X was a brilliant student when he was in junior high school but dropped out due to a racist statement by his teacher (when he said he wanted to become a lawyer)....He went through a lot in his 39 or 40 years of life, starting from becoming a troubled teenager and adult, which got him imprisoned for about 10 years...While in prison, and right after he went out of prison, he came to know an organisation, the Nation of Islam (NOI), and became a very important figure in the organisation and outside, became an activist fighting against racism (something like that), giving talks for NOI to the public, esp the African-American who felt the injustice of racism back then, until the time when he was killed and the allegations after that...You can read more on his life from the website, his autobiography, and from other sources....Talking about Malcolm X is not my main reason for publishing this entry...I browsed down the article and my eyes caught 'The Man Who Didn't Shoot Malcolm X' and checked this interesting article.

The man who didn't shoot Malcolm X, Khalil Islam (then known as Thomas 15X), was imprisoned for 22 years for the crime he allegedly didn't commit (I can't say he truly didn't although it seems like he is innocent, cz I do not know for sure) and told his side of the story and how he know of Malcolm X...What interests me is not his innocence, but instead his story back then when he was a lieutenant of NOI's Temple No. 7. (Please do read the article fully). He was also a troubled teenager (addicted to heroine by the age of 12) until he was imprisoned at Attica if I am not mistaken. There, he came to know about NOI and after his release from prison, he went to join this organisation.

It was really saddening reading what he had gone through in life. It was clear from his interview in this article (he was imprisoned for 22 years for the crime he claimed he didn't do) that he was 'manipulated' by this organisation in believing that the founder was a God (in human form or something) and Elijah Muhammad, the leader of NOI at that time, was a prophet or a messenger of God.....Knowing the teachings of islam, we clearly know that this is wrong...how can a mere human be God (Allah), how can Allah be in the form of a being (makhluk), be the same as what He has Created? He surely would not be a Creator if He is the same as what He Creates, right? And how can there be a prophet after Nabi Muhammad SAW (pbuh) when he is the last prophet to be sent for us until the Day of Judgement? How can a person, calling himself a muslim, acknowledge this? We cannot and should not sneer at them or blame them for not knowing this because they at that time didn't know the truth. We should pity them because they didn't know. And we should also reflect upon this matter, that there are probably a lot of other people now who might have a similar problem too, not knowing and not understanding about islam, so they cannot see and feel the beauty of islam. Upon knowing and realising this, we should remember that it is our job to help these people out, to see islam as it actually is and to live a true life of a muslim as how our loved Prophet Muhammad SAW taught, with guidance from the Qur'an.

Knowledge is power. Even Rasulullah had stated in at the end of his khutbah after the opening of Mecca, 'sampaikan daripadaku walau satu ayat'....islam encourages the seeking of knowledge and to use knowledge appropriately, as long as it doesn't go against the syari'at of islam.

So, what are we going to do? Sit back & wait for others to teach, talk and spread islam, or are we going to proactively help other people to understand islam? Islam is not a religion that promotes violence, and it is not a deen that restricts its embracers and followers from becoming successful in life here in the dunia as well....well, one can only know once they truly embrace the silamic teachings and applying them in their daily lives, Allahu a'lam.....

Something for you!! (^_^)

2009-10-13T13:47:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

Nah, here's something for YOU to cheer your day!!

*got this from ILuvIslam.com*

All the Best!!

2009-10-13T13:31:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

Just wanna drop my best regards to all my students and x-students who are gonna sit for their upcoming exam, and those who are currently sitting for their exam (^_^)

All the best to u all...!!!

I used to feel so worried (actually, I do occasionally feel worried but I shouldn't be), but insyaAllah I will try not to....not because I don't care about you (huhu~ I do care, a lot!) but I shouldn't be worried....If I do, then it's as if I don't have faith in you and in Allah's qadr, and believing and having faith in Allah's qadr is one of the fundamentals of iman (^_^)

To all of you, students, out there....I hope that you have all worked hard for the sake of Allah's blessings...insyaAllah, Allah will never dzalim towards you, instead Allah will give you whatever it is that you need to sail your life through the sea of life...You may not do well for this exam, but remember to have faith in Allah....what you like and wanted may not be the best for you...have faith in Allah....when you have tried the best that you can and still couldn't get what you wanted, then there must be something else which is better for you out there....u just have to serach for it...doa, usaha and tawakkal (^_^)

Remember that getting to the end of the line is not what matters the most, but to Allah, it is how you get to the end that matters...then Allah can give you more pahala for your hard work and faith in trying to gain Allah's love and blessings (^_^)

Be optimistic, ayt...!! Make no room for sadness and worries (^_^)

K then, again, All the Best!!! (^_^) Salaam....

Jalan Dakwah

2009-10-07T16:57:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

just to share my passion (^_^) this is one of my fave nasyid song, Jalan Dakwah by Alarm Me....A pity i couldn't get the vid, 'afwan :) I love this song mainly because of it's lyrics :)

Jalan Dakwah - by Alarm Me

Dari barisan usrah
Dan dari umbi tarbiah
Muncullah sinaran fikrah
Islah terus meniti masa

Dari dewan selesa ke jalanan yg berhaba
Pejuang keadilan dan penjulang kebenaran

Bersama islam membina ummah
Usaha daulatkan syariah
Agar hidup penuh barakah

Di dalam sedih dan ketawa
Di dalam susah dan mewah
Tetap teguh iman dan takwa

Sehati sejiwa
Dulu kini selamanya
Walau apa yg melanda hadapi bersama

Ya Allah ya rabbi
Teguhkan iman kami
Moga tabah hati tak berbelah bagi

Berbekalkan islam membina masyarakat
Mengukuh umat insan sejagat
Setiap mehnah pastinya ada hikmah
Berbaik sangka pada yg Esa.

Rasulullah contoh ikutan
Prinsip syura jadikan amalan
Korban masa tenaga kita
Dan fikiran perkasakan maruah kita

Change For The Better

2009-10-07T13:08:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwbt....

Kaifa haalukum..?? Semoga dlm rahmat Allah selalu.....hehe, 'afwan again sbb batah dh nda update.....ana nda dpt cakap ana nda ter'update' pasal ana bz cz somehow ana sebenarnya ada masa.....lupa, nda jua dpt cz kdg2 tu ana ingat jua sebenarnya kn update blog ani.....so, ana minta maaf sekali lagi dSebabkan oleh kekhilafan ana (^_^) sorry ek :)

*background lagu P.Ramlee.....maafkan kami~ maafkan kami~ hehehe*

Anyway, ni just kn share a thing or two lah :)

Recently, ana liat tv...skalinya ada cerita klasik ani, Masam2 Manis.....the story was funny,the songs were great (and cute), tapi batah2 ana liat ceta atu kan, semacam ja ana rasa.....then ana fikir, punya fikir, punya fikir (berapa banyak fikir daaa~), ana tiba2 jadi sedih.....bukan sbb jalan ceitanya ada part yg sedih, tapi ana sedih sbb ana liat kemungkaran atu nampak banar lah sudah masa atu...zaman 50-an 60-an dh tu....masa ani??

Apa nda nya, dlm cerita atu, kita nampak betapa seksinya pakaian2 pelakon2 wanitanya (kesian kaum adam....dh lah kalau masa ni kalau jalan2 maksiat mata di mana2....tengok atas, astaghfirullah al-'adzhim....tengok bawah, astaghfirullah al-adzhim....sekarang ni, tengok tv pun, astaghfirullah al-'adzhim.....geleng2 sja kepala, banyaknya dugaan kaum adam ani dari kaum hawa......wahai wanita, kasihanilah mereka2 ini, & especially kasihanilah diri antunna sendiri jua....nda perlu cari kemarahan Allah demi utk mendapat redha manusia2 yg nda faham tujuan hidup mereka di atas muka bumi Allah ani...), budaya barat di agung2kan & yg sedih lagi was bila si suami rela tunduk pd si isteri yg sudah melakukan dosa (banar lah org cakap "siapa tak sayang bini, oii?", tapi di mana tia harga diri sebagai suami yg muslim, apatah lagi, beriman atu..??)

Kalau kita lihat zaman skrg ani pun, kita bulih nampak yg budaya yg lain drpd budaya islam atu sangat dAgung2kan, dPuja, diikut, etc.....kalau budaya islam atu, malu rasanya....kn pakai tudung labuh supaya aurat nda nampak pun malu, padahal sepatutnya kita perlu lebih malu lagi sekiranya aurat kitani terdedah....susuk tubuh & warna kulit tani dTempat2 yg nda patut dPertontonkan sepatutnya dSembunyikan (atau dTapuk, nya org brunei) drpd mata2 laki2 ajnabi.....dimana kesilapannya? mengapa ini terjadi...?? mengapa....????!! (dramatik eh, tapi banar ana rasa dramatik masa ani hehe....)

Kalau kitani kn buat perubahan, atau ubah org atau diri sendiri, kita perlu buat perubahan dri dlm dulu (from within ourselves), then selarikan setiap perubahan walaupun sedikit demi sedikit dgn perubahan luaran yg org lain bulih nampak (apa kn maksudnya ni...?? pusing2 eh....sabar, kajap g explain hehe).....macam jua kitani kalau kn treat dirty, rusty & murky water....adakah kita kn tukar tangki air saja kh atau kita treat air atu dri sumbernya....?? of course kita cari masalahnya & cuba selesaikan dri akar umbi dulu kn, then barutah mayb (simultaneously) kitani ubah yg physical (mcm tangki air, hos, etc.) supaya nampak lebih bersih & meyakinkan....mcm atu jua dgn diri tani, ubah apa yg ada dlm diri tani....kalau kita kn ubah diri tani utk menjadi org yg lebih baik, kita betulkan dulu kefahaman kitani, cara berfikir kitani, bentuk peribadi tani dgn sebaik2nya...at the same time, kita bulih perlahan2 ubah cara kitani berpakaian (lebih sopan & tutup aurat), cara pergaulan, etc...sbb perubahan dri dlm lebih berkekalan drpd focus mengubah luaran sja.....mcm air tadi, kalau kitani tukar tangkinya sja, airnya masih jua murky tu nanti.....p kalau kita ubah & bersihkan airnya dri source nya, then kalaupun tangkinya bTagar, ia nda kan tLampau dirty like the former.....Allahu a'lam......

ok, so we change from within....the big question is how to change then? mcm yg slalu ana ckp *bila ckp pasal benda ani), mesti luruskan niat atu dulu....kita kn berubah krn apa atau krn siapa? kalau kita ikhlas kn berubah krn Allah, then insyaAllah, Allah kan tunjukkan jln & Allah kn bagi kitani pertolongan, provided that kita bukan berniat kn berubah sja, tapi kitani berusaha jua kn berubah.....part of usaha kitani is by selalu berdoa & bertawakkal pd Allah, berusaha consistent dlm melakukan ibadah walaupun sedikit, sentiasa bermujahadah ('berperang' dgn keinginan hawa nafsu sendiri yg ingin membawa kita balik kpd berbuat kemungkaran), sentiasa berdamping dgn org2 yg inginkan kebaikan & org2 yg jujur dlm beragama (islam) & selalu reflect balik apa yg sudah kita lakukan utk hari ani & utk hari esok....banyak lagi usaha2 yg lainnya, tapi so far, biar tah atu sja kali dulu....kita focus arah benda2 yg penting dlu, yg asas, then barutah arah benda2 yg kurang sikit kepentingannya :)

so far, atu sja lah kali.....again, ana minta maaf sekiranya banyak kesilapan & kekurangan dlm blog entry ani.....semua atu adalah hasil drpd kekurangan ana sendiri sebagai seorang insan yg hanya mampu bergantung harap pd belas kasihan Allah Yang Maha Luas RahmatNya.....'afwan sekali lagi sbb jarang update.....

Semoga hari2 kita berlalu dgn penuh keberkatan hingga nyawa meninggalkan jasad kitani.....

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb.....

Taubat.........(^_^)

2009-07-20T21:16:00.005+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb........

Just to share one song lyrics that has touched my heart so deep that i cried while driving.....bahayaaaa.........hehe but the most important thing is, at that time i felt that my iman level was lower or was going to decrease....& Allah tegur in the best & most unexpected way, alhamdulillah......Allah is truly The Best Planner (^_^)

Taubat - by Opick

wahai Tuhan
jauh sudah, lelah kaki melangkah
aku hilang tanpa arah
rindu hati sinarmu

wahai Tuhan
aku lemah
hina berlumur noda
hapuskanlah, terangilah
jiwa di hitam jalanku

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya Engkau
sang Maha Pengampun Dosa

ya Rabbi
izinkanlah aku kembali kepadaMu
meski mungkin takkan sempurna
aku sebagai hambaMu

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya Engkau sang Maha Pengampun Dosa

berikanlah aku kesempatan waktu
aku ingin kembali...
kembali

dan meski tak layak
sujud padaMu
dan sungguh tak layak
aku.....

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya Engkau sang Maha Pengampun Dosa

berikanlah aku kesempatan waktu
aku ingin kembali
kembali kepadaMu

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
aku ingin kembali
kembali kepadaMu

ampunkanlah aku..........
huuuuu~

Hayati lah lirik lagu ani....Hope that it also touches ur heart & make u feel motivated to repent, cz we human are not free from making mistakes.....& Allah will always give us the chance to repent as long as we have the niyyah to repent...yg penting, kalau dh repent atu, istiqomah lah (be consistent with ur repentence).....

Selangkah kita menuju Allah, seribu langkah Allah mendapatkan kita....insyaAllah....

Sesungguhnya, Allah melebarkan rahmatnya pada siang & malam hari utk kita....ambillah peluang ani sebelum malaikat Izraeel dtg mencabut nyawa kita.....

Salaam......

'afwan................................................(^_^)

2009-07-20T14:20:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb...

Pa kabar? hehe....again, it has been a long time since i last updated my blog huhu~

'AFWAN..............................................................

Balik2 ana (aiseh, mentang2 baru start bljr bhasa arab...hehe, mesti slalu dPkai ni...practise makes perfect, nda jaaa...??? hehehe) kn update blog tapi slalu idea atu dtg msa yg nda appropriate....yg cali nya tadi ani pun ada benda kn dCakapkn, tapi ani lupa tia....nah, guess when ana dpt idea tadi? masa sedang membasuh pinggan (tapi nada kena mengena dgn pinggan mangkuk lah ah kehkehkeh)......

Msani ana nda ingat masih apa kn ana share wif u guys, but insyaAllah kalau ada idea (most likely idea lain lagi plg tu), ana kn post k (^_^) I know ani mcm lagu "janji manis ku" sja hehe tapi ana sedang mencuba utk disiplinkn diri....gpun yg kn dShare insyaAllah adalah benda yg baik (^_^)

OK, for now, ana kn share satu ayat dri Al_Qur'an sja insyaAllah....mudah2an bermanfa'at (^_^)

"Janganlah engkau mengadakan tuhan yg lain di samping Allah, nanti engkau menjadi tercela & terhina" [Al-Israa, 17: 22]

Salaam..... (^_^)

Soem notes to the readers (^_^)

2009-06-09T15:43:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb.... (^_^)

How's everyone out there?? hehe...mudah2an Allah bagi kesihatan yg baik, akal fikiran yg sihat & esp iman yg mantap....fuyoo!! iman yg mantap atu tah yg perlu utk dMaintain kn tu nah....hard to get but once u got it, the feeling is sweeter than whatever it is that u can imagine.... (^_^)

However, iatah kn, as i said earlier, iman ani nda tetap...why?? sebab iman ani letaknya dHati kn....n hati ani nda tetap jua...remember the doa as quoted from our much loved prophet, "Ya Muqqalibal Quloob, Thabbit Qalbi 'alaa Deenik - Wahai (Tuhan) yg membolak-balikkan hati, teguhkanlah hatiku di atas Deen (agama) Mu"......

Before this, ada balik2 dh some ppl tanya bila kn update blog, nda pandai berupdate nya hehehehe :P hehehe....'afwan jiddan....ana nda mau bagi alasan bz sbb alasan atu nda dpt luan dPkai hehehe....ia sekadar alasan sbb kalau dKirakan, ana ada masa utk liat tv, jln mkn dLuar, tidur tLabih cukup, etc....nada alsan sbnrnya....jadi, ana mohon ampun & maaf drpd antum/antunna smua... (^_^)

Ada some ppl jua commented that apa yg ana post dlm blog ani, some of them banyak ke cerita2 but nada/kurang pengajaran dSana....For that, ana pun kn mohon ampun & maaf jua...insyaAllah, ana akan cuba untuk improvise posts ana (^_^)....Those yg kn bagi comments jua esp on kekurangan dlm content post ana, pls do tell me, ayt (^_^) insyaAllah ana akan terima dgn hati yg terbuka, ikhlas & redha...hehehehe....kalau misalannya ana terasa, ada ana huhu rah antunna tu hehehehe (cam banar sja hehehe....).....ana eksen sja tu ah hahaha!! malu eh kn nangis2 over very small matters hahahaha!!!!

Anyway, for this post, atu sja kn ana gtau dlu....ana create a new post g after this insyaAllah (^_^) sampai jumpa dKeluaran yg lainnya dMinggu hadapan...kehkehkeh *wink2*

k, assalamu'alaikum wrwb....(^_^)

Aduh....i'm trying to heal from my disease....suffered for so long oredi huhu

2009-05-05T17:42:00.006+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb (^_^)

Hi, long time no see eyh..?? hehe, 'afwan...my bad :P i cannot say that i am too bz cz i do have time...i think it's just penyakit malas.....alaaa....penyakit biasa bagi kitani hehehe :P

Anyway, penyakit M ani tah penyakit yg selama ani jadi silent killer kita....mayb u know already the reason why i said as such....p since i am a teacher yg andang suka kn explain, lemme explain a lil bit here n there why i said penyakit M ani silent killer....

one thing for sure, sebenarnya nda plg silent banar...u already know that kalau org malas selalu rugi kn....ya lah, klu sudah malas kDapur, kelambatan tia ngambil makanan yg nyaman2 kn....?? hehe :) kalau malas study, unlikely kn success in life nanti kn.....?? nda ja?? jaaaa.......

But the bigger consequence of penyakit M ani sebenarnya lagi scary.....f u came for our talk pasal sejarah kita umat islam, then u'll know nanti napa....banyak penyakit2 org islam ani sebenarnya yg kita mungkin sadar, mungkin jua inda....one of them is malas.....muslims nowadays, nda plg kn ckp semua org islam p many of our fellow muslims pemalas....kn mengupgrade taraf hidup, ilmu n kefahaman kita about things pun malas, padahal semua atu bukan sja utk kita p utk ummah seluruhnya...baru belajar something new yg payah sikit sja, dh kn give up....bila dBagi banyak kaja sikit sja dh merungut....perlu diingat, we need to practise apa yg kita blajar sbb that is one way to remember :) kalau banar2 mcm nda kn mampu rasanya, then u can always talk to the teacher n discuss about it :)

Neway, kalau kita sendiri dh malas kn improve diri kita, cana kita kn tolong org lain? Remember napa kita dCiptakan oleh Allah?? Utk beribadah kpd Allah [51:56] and utk jadi khalifah [2:30]....and utk jadi khalifah ani, we need to bawa saudara2 kita utk kembali mengenali Allah, taat kpd Allah n nda buat perkara yg dLarang oleh Allah kn....kalau kita malas, cana kita kn jadi khalifah yg baik?

U might think that walaupun ku nda jadi khalifah, ada g org lain yg bulih buat 'kaja' atu kn....ur wrong f u think like that cz tugas khalifah is not just for some group of ppl, not just to certain individuals, bukan tugas guru agama, ulama n penceramah2 agama sja...tugas khalifah utk SEMUA sekali manusia kn....otherwise Allah kn berfirman Ia kn suruh segolongan manusia sja utk jdi khalifah....bt Allah didn't say that in the Qur'an.....

Nda plg kn ckp semua muslims ni malas....banyak jua yg mungkin nda faham apa makna khalifah that's y drg nda banyak buat sumbangan dlm memperkenalkn islam ani rah org lain, nda berusaha bersungguh2...p those yg dh tau apa tugasan kita ani, mcm mana? r u gonna b ignorant n pretend not to know? r u gonna pretend that u've never known this responsibility before? r u just gonna cross ur legs, watch tv n hope that somebody else will do what u should also be doing right now? or r u gonna make a difference each n every day by improving urself as a muslim? n spread islam to the others so that we can b together in the path to gain His pleasure? Remember what our loved prophet SAW said, "spread from me even one ayat"...

K, that's all for now....just some foods for thoughts (^_^) Assalamu'alaikum wrwb...

Kimchi!!!

2009-01-06T11:42:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb...

hi there....just a few minutes ago, i posted something...now, i just wanna share wif u my newly-found passion.....kimchi!!!

i never thought that kimchi can taste so delicious!! poor me hehe....i just realised that after 20++ years of living kehkehkeh :P but nevermind that.....to be honest, i have tried eating kimchi before, wif my friends the twins (khaty n dizah), at the centrepoint foodcourt in gadong, but the kimchi tasted inedible to me that i couldn't make myself swallow the pickled veggie :P the second time i tried was late last year (in october or november 08)....i was walking around in the Giants & saw a packet of kimchi....it looked good from the picture so i thought, "hey, it has been how many years?? y not, try eating kimchi again to see if it suits my taste :)", and so, i brought the packet of kimchi to my sister's house....i tried it, it was not so bad but still i couldn't really swallow a lot of that food....i ate it once and that was it, the rest went down the drain (after being left in her fridge a long time hehe).....

w/out knowing the meaning of giving up, i tried another different product of kimchi....this time, wow!!! it was awesome...!! i bought this kimchi in Giants again (this time in november) when i was walking around, looking for food wif nicole, my colleague & newly-found friend (during the december holiday).....how to describe the product huh?? mmm...lemme see, the kimchi is just put inside a small plastic bottle, with korean writings on it & 'imported kimchi' on the label....the label itself consists of 3 horizontal stripes of pink and green (green in between the pink stripes)....

i think i've typed quite a lot already just on the topic, 'kimchi'....phew!!! hehehe....just to share wif u ppl how i feel....i will get bored wif the food eventually, but while i'm still drooling (yuck!! i'm being disgusting hehe) over it, y not.....??? hehe....

k, assalamu'alaikum wrwb....until then, have a pleasant time ahead (^_^)

School....!!! Here I come.......!!!!!

2009-01-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

Wah, i can't believe it....!! It seems that so far i have only posted one post per month...phew!!! Brabis2 nda meng'update' blog eh :P

Neway, just to update u ppl on very simple things.....

Today is the second day of schooling & my first day of actually teaching....I had 3 blocks to teach last year (Blocks 1,2 & 4), but this year, our teaching blocks (fathiyah n I) have been changed n the students reshuffled....I am currently teaching blocks 1 & 2, while fathiyah's are blocks 3 & 4...yea....we have larger no. of students per class but, hey, look on the bright side...we have more free time to do other stuffs!!! (like surfing the net, updating blog, yea yea, i get it....hehe) :D

Neway, it's not too late for me to say "Happy New Year" Hijriah & Masehi to everyone...hope each & everyone of us will become a better person than before....always keep in mind that to achieve something, we have to work for it, n work hard n smart....not just (again) hot hot chicken poop (that goes to myself too....1 of my new year's resolution hehe)....

k, then, that's all for now...i'm actually expecting a student to see me quite soon....i may post something again this noon or later this afternoon....(i have so much to share but i can't seem to be able to take out what i have in mind & put them in words....hmmm.....need to work hard on it)

k, assalamu'alaikum wrwb n have a great day!! (^_^)

Sikit2 tapi berterusan (^_^)

2008-12-04T10:11:00.006+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb...

hi there....we meet again hehe (^_~) I'll just go straight to my point here (jeng jeng jeng)...*gulp, serious bunyinya* nada lah membari ijap banar p ok lah jua level keijapan atu kali heheh....

i just want to say a few things....ok, on my last post in november, i mentioned about turning over a new leaf...alhamdulillah for those (and myself) who have tried to better themselves :) especially now that it's already december & time is ticking n flying n running that we are left behind if we don't work hard, we need to ask ourselves, what have we done so far??

so, look at ur checklist (if u have): solat fardhu 5 waktu everyday --> checked, read the Quran at least once every week (understanding the content, not just reciting them) --> checked, read more beneficial books --> checked, solat sunnat --> checked, what else??? whoa....!! hold on....do u really do this every week? well, for a starter, let me give u some wise advise.....DO which u think u can do, and do them consistently....consistency / istiqamah is very important....don't hot hot chicken poop k (^_~) hahaha....seriously....Rasulullah SAW (Be peace & Allah blessings be upon him) said "Amal kebaikan yang disukai Allah ialah yang sentiasa (berterusan) dilakukan walaupun sedikit." (Riwayat Bukhari)....to think of it, which one do u think is better? to do lots of ibadah for one month then stop n continue after a few months later, OR to do just one or two ibadah but consistently w/out miss? i'm not saying that buat ibadah yg sikit tapi berterusan atu cukup plg, enoughlah..yg penting berterusan....no.....yg penting we start wif sikit2 tapi berterusan then little by little tambah lagi n berterusan dgn yg sikit yg awal atu plus yg baru :) **sori ah f kurang faham hehe...**

i think that's all for now....mudah2an, Allah akan permudahkan bagi kita dlm menjalankan ibadah & kehidupan kita...yg penting, dlm apa pun adalah keikhlasan kita dlm melakukan sesuatu pekerjaan kerana Allah SWT sahaja...... (^_^)

assalamu'alaikum wrwb..............

Turning over a fresh new leaf

2008-11-18T14:35:00.005+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

The last time i posted something on this blog is in september....phew!! it's november now...i can't believe how long i took to just type n convey my thoughts onto this little diary of mine....f this 'diary' can talk, i must've been scolded for forgetting & ignoring him/her for soooo long hehe (^_^)

Neway, just want to share something b4 i go home...

In life, we definitely have made mistakes....we may have sinned to our parents, let our emotions run wild that we don't know the boundaries between men & women anymore, etc. That includes holding hands, slapping shoulders, dating, kissing, even having a boyfriend/girlfrend!! U might say that "hey, i love my girlfriend/boyfriend but i have never touched him/her & i never will....!! mmm...f u check the Quran, surah al-isra, u will find the verse la taqrabuzzina (do not come near to zina), Allah didn't say "do not commit promiscuity (zina) but Allah said do not go near it....so meaning that, whatever that can lead to zina is prohibited & haram..

I have sinned too, in so many ways which may be similar to or different from what u have experienced, but Allah is the Most Merciful...so, what are u going to do? Myself, now that i understand what our role on this dunia is (to perform ibadah & to become khalifah) as stated in surah adz-dzariyat verse 56 & in surah al-baqarah verse 30, i can't play-play anymore...what i have done in the past needs to be repented, & i should turn a fresh new leaf in my life....

What can be done?? what am i to do?? so many questions may be left unanswered if we don't search for answers ourselves....What are YOU gonna do??

I need a breath of cooler fresher air..**

2008-09-27T12:35:00.004+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb.....

hehe....it has been a very long time since i last posted something on this blog....it's not much of a blog i think hehe....ya lah, most of them are just about me, me n more me hehe....it's difficult when u like talking abt urself kn hehe....*wink2*

anyway, during my 'incubation' period (from the last time i posted something), i have gotten so many things to share with whoever is reading this humble blog of mine.....

i was (mayb still am) like many other muslims out there who do not realise what is happening to us.....i feel my self still in jahiliyyah with my mind set still pretty much not corrected as how the mind of a TRUE muslim should have....i have lots of things to improve....

anyway, i'll post something which hopefully can be shared between us....sorry if this post is so dry n boring....i can be very boring to be with hehehehe......

k, that's all......assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

p.s: miss my fwens!! miss my sis!!

btw, anyone who knows how to make blogs more cheerful n pretty to look at?? mine is so boring cz i'm pretty much illiterate when it comes to technologies regardless of how simple they may be :P tsk2.....

The tongue is sharper than the sword

2008-06-02T15:32:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum....

hi, how r ppl out there, esp. you who are reading this post...?? hehe...hope everything's alright with you (^_^)

we usually hear the english proverb quoted as 'the pen is mightier than the sword', but i think the tongue is mightier than the pen, and more dangerous....agree with me or not, please read on first before making your own judgement ok :)

a few nights ago, i was told of a javan proverb, 'your tongue is your tiger', which i think is pretty much similar to my title for this particular post....why you might ask...?? well, both indicates that we can use the tongue appropriately to the max to achieve our goals in life, but on the other hand it can also bring us to our doom if we are not careful of the damage that our very own tongues can bring us...believe it or not...??

we can say so many things with our tongues..we can convey messages from the al-quran and as-sunnah to people so that not only the people we 'preach' can better themselves insyaAllah but also us indirectly...personally, i find it better to talk about things bcos in a way talking about good things reminds me to become a better person in the future and to become a better person i need to change some of my characters, like procrastination (i really need to work on this), good time management, fiqh aulawiyat (priority check), etc....somehow, my tongue seems to be like it's not mine but rather someone else's and that someone is trying to help me and other people to be reminded of what our responsibilities are here on this dunia....

on the other hand, the tongue can also bring us to our doom if we are not careful of where, how and when we use it...for example, many times over when we talk to friends, we tend to talk about things which are better not said, things which are just a waste of time that does not bring much good to anyonw, not even ourselves....many of the things that we talk about may not be good and may even bring sin to us, such as when we talk about other people's weaknesses not for the betterment of others or to solve problems, but talking just for the sake of talking...we commit ghibah and even fitnah if we talk about something which is not true....and those who commit fitnah is compared to be eating his/her own family's flesh (so disgusting)...would we like to be like that??? i certainly try not to although sometimes it just slipped...that's why we need to be careful and always be aware and alert with our tongue...

if we have a very broad understanding of our deen and have good content knowledge of this deen of ours, the tongue can be used to uphold the truth and rule out the false remarks, thoughts and understanding of islam...we may even use the tongue's great 'power' to help our brothers and sisters, to navigate them and ourselves too to walk on the right path and not to go astray again...

so, taht's all for now...there are actually lots to say but i think i really need to stop coz it's quite difficult to open my eyes and keep my head and thougts straight hehe...i wouldn't want to post something which are useless so if you have any comment, pls feel free to do so in my blog...thank you and assalamu'alaikum (^_^)

Selangkah kita berjalan menuju Allah, seribu langkah Allah 'berlari' mendapatkan kita

2008-05-22T14:38:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum....

Maha suci Allah yg menciptakan alam semesta daripada segala bentuk syirik yang diadakan oleh makhluk2nya yg tidak beriman...

shah diingatkan kembali oleh sahabat yang berkata ketika membuat presentation about iman: "iman itu bukan hanya percaya tetapi YAKIN dgn sebenar2nya..."

banyak diantara kita yg cakap kita percaya akan kewujudan Allah, akan kebesaran dan keagungannya..percaya akan adanya syurga & neraka, percaya akan datangnya hari kiamat apabila tiba waktunya...tapi adakah kita benar2 yakin akan semua yg kita percaya itu?? kadang2 kita percaya setakat di lidah saja tapi bila ada org terutama sekali org kafir bertanya kpd kita bermacam2 soalan, adakah kita mampu untuk menjawab semua soalan2 itu dgn penuh percaya & YAKIN, tidak merasa ragu-ragu dgn jawapan yg kita berikan?? sebagai contoh:

S: Apakah hari kiamat itu betul2 akan tiba?

S: Apakah betul kita akan dihidupkan kembali setelah kita mati?

S: Bagaimana kamu tahu?

S: Hari Kiamat itu belum lagi tiba. Apakah kamu benar2 yakin ia akan terjadi?

S: Al-Quran dan Hadis2 dari nabi kamu ada mengatakannya, tapi mengapa tidak ada terkandung di dalam kitab2 agama2 yg lain?

S: Bagaimana kamu begitu yakin bahawa apa yg terkandung di dalam Al-Quran dan apa yg di ajarkan oleh nabi kamu itu betul? Apa bukti2nya?

S: Ada kisah2 di dalam Al-Quran menyamai dengan kisah2 di dalam bible & talmud. bagaimana ia boleh ada persamaan? Apakah nabi kamu mengolahkan kembali cerita yang ada di dalam bible, contohnya, ?

S: Bagaimana kamu tahu ia tidak di reka2 oleh nabi kamu?

Apabila kita ditanya dgn soalan2 begini, kadang2 ia boleh membuat kita berfikir, apakah agama yg ku pegang & anuti ini betul? Memang ada org2 yg tdk beriman akan bertanya soalan2 begini & ia boleh membuat muslim yg kurang beriman untuk merasa ragu2...

mengapa ragu2 bila petunjuk2 & tanda2 kebenaran agama islam yg kita berpegang kepadanya ini ada benar? bukankah banyak petunjuk2 Allah yg telah di perlihatkanNya, untuk kita berfikir & untuk kita hayati??

"We will show them our signs in all regions of the earth & in their own souls, until they clearly see that this is the truth?" [Al-Fusilat, 41 : 53].

Banyak sudah bukti2 kekuasaan Allah yg telah di tunjukkannya...contohnya, pokok ruku' dAustralia, pokok2 yg berupa kalimah syahadah la ilaha illallah, muhammadur rasulullah (in arabic) di German, berapa banyak nama Allah pada daging, awan, kaktus, sikoi, etc. itu yg nampak pada zahirnya....bagaimana pula yg kita encounter hari2?? berapa kali yg kita bertemu dgn jawapan kpd persoalan kita secara 'kebetulan'...?? berapa banyak kali kita dibantu oleh keadaan2 yg tidak disangka2..??

sudah terlalu banyak ni'mat yg dh Allah bagi kt kita tapi kita saja yg tidak atau kurang peka...berapa banyak juga soalan2 mengenai agama yang kita sengaja tidak mau memikirkannya atau melalaikan mencari jawapannya kerana ia 'membebankan' kepala & kita 'terlalu sibuk' sampai tidak mengendahkannya?

utk berjaya dlm hidup dDunia & akhirat, kita perlu ilmu & kefahaman..hadis nabi saw: jika seseorang yg inginkn kebahagiaan di dunia, hendaklah ia berilmu, jika ia inginkan kebahagiaan di akhirat, hendaklah ia berilmu, dan jika ia menginginkan kedua2nya (dunia & akhirat), maka hendaklah ia berilmu....tapi macam mana keadaannya org yg berilmu tanpa kefahaman?

fikir2kanlah.....assalamu'alaikum (^_^)

kurangnya ilmu....

2008-05-13T15:41:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum.....

last sunday, shah dtg majlis ilmu bkn sahaja utk menambah ilmu (obviously heheh) tapi juga utk memperkukuhkan iman insyaAllah...shah sedar betapa banyaknya yg shah tak tahu ttg agama shah, hukum hakam, fikrah, al-Quran, al-hadith, etc. knowing it, shah rasa bimbang sbb what if shah meninggal masa tu jugak atau sblum shah smpt nak betul2 bertaubat? what if shah tak sempat nak menyampaikan risalah nabi SAW kpd yg sepatutnya?? org2 dSekeliling shah??

shah akan sambung lagi nanti sbb skrg ni computer lab dh nak kena kunci...kacau daun betullah heheh :P

k, assalamu'alaikum ;)

Something to think about

2008-05-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum wrwb....

hi everyone....well. i dunno how many ppl r reading my blog tee hee hee (^_^) neway, i'll just tell u what i have in mind now...hopefully we can share n f u have something to share wif me, PLS do share it wif me ayt ;)

what i wanna talk abt 2nyt is very simple, just my activities at school ;) at dMoment, we just have a club set up....dClub is abt islam, relatively very new n it's officially under the religious department but not beyond that, not yet.....i regard the club members to be dCore members coz it's them who wanted this club 2 b established...what i can say abt this club is that dTeacher in charge (basically i regard him as our naqib coz he's dOne working so hard in making this club a reality n my friends n i at the moment r just helping him out...insyaAllah we'll contribute more insyaAllah) is working hard n we r too insyaAllah...the students are great but there are still lots of things to do wif them, 2 correct their understanding abt islam insyaAllah (at the same time consolidating ours too) n 2 let them be more aware of their surroundings n especially to b aware of our (the muslims) responsibilities on this dunia....with rahmat from Allah n with Allah's willing hopefully we can help our sisters n brothers in islam.....insyaAllah ;) pray for our success yeah cz we r doing this solely bcoz of Allah insyaAllah (^_^)

there r so many things to say actually...but i need 2 do something else 1st....i'll share what i have wif u insyaAllah k....assalamu'alaikum (^_^)

Fuh....bz, hectic, tiring...u name it :P

2008-04-29T16:13:00.003+08:00

Asaalamu'alaikum....

hehe...hi there again...it's been a bz day today...y....??? got lots of things to do, pending things....hahaha so 1 thing i wanna share wif u ppl is, DO NOT PROCRASTINATE...!!! do what u need 2 ASAP so all those work do not pile up til u feel like u couldn't handle it....

my eyes are heavy n my brain is near near boiling...not of anger, but of all dThings that have gone in n out of it, a bz traffic hahaha :D

neway, not so much 2 talk about cz so tired (we have makan2 arwah at home karang mlm aftr isya', yea...i believe u can picture how much of a soft vege i will become later on hahaha)....

k, so far atu sja dlu....got lesson plans 2 prepare....mudah2an siap everything today so i don't have 2 worry 2 much abt it, at least not unytil next week lah....btw, my pic nanti ja i upload pasal ritu laptop berformat so pics baru alum ada...yg lama saved dlm cdRom ;)

k, assalamu'alaikum then n have a great day today ;)

First-timer

2008-04-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum....

hehe...ni kira the first time shah buat blog...ada dh ritu actually p lupa pulak blog address, etc.....x tau nak cari so shah buat yg baru je....senang cerita hehehe (^_^)

neway, shah create blog ni pun bukan saja2....shah ada tujuan...shah nak share my thoughts (hopefully everyday) sbb banyak thoughts shah, persoalan2, etc. terbuang macam tu aje....syg jugak ek hehe (^_^) shah jugak nak share experience shah, my everyday activities (if possible) etc....mudah2an sesiapa yg baca blog ni akan dpt manfaat drpd apa yg kita share bersama ok ;)

setakat ni tu je lah...sbnrnya dh leway ni...shah sorang2 je kat staffroom ni (btw, shah ni guru kt sebuah sekolah kt brueni...so, yeah hehe)

k, tu aje...bye2 n assalamu'alaikum utk smua (^_^)